Hi, once again : )
I’m very camera shy (unlike other bloggers who have countless pictures of themselves) but here is picture of me minutes before I was taken to the surgery room. I had a lot of anxiety and anticipation. My doctors and nurses were incredibly funny and in no moment did I feel, panic or any sort of negative feeling.
The surgery was success, they rebuild my nasal pathways which become damage and bleeding after my respiratory infection. I only had one little problem that my asthma and the anesthesia caused me to stop breathing, that why in the pictures there tube with oxygen next to me.
Iām recovering now, sitting in bed warm with tea be the side.
PS: I’m incredibly camera shy and think of myself as not good looking, so it took five times for me to finally post a picture of me
millenniumdecay 
You look fine and you have great hair! Don’t be so hard on yourself!! Wishing you a speedy recovery!
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Hahah thank you, I’m always so hard, because my parents were negative on my in my childhood.
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I hear ya, dude. My parents were totally unsupportive and negative throughout my childhood too. Glad I found my husband. He really pulled me up and helped me find my sense of self-worth. Hang in there! xo
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I surely will and today I have set very positive friends who both help me and encourage me
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Same thing happened to me. I had eye surgery twice so far but I need another surgery this summer. But anyway, the nurses and doctors made me laugh and told me I’m safe and I will be okay. I woke up gasping for breath but they helped me every step of the way.
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I’m glad your nurses were cheerful, I think helps a lot to have this positive people around as they about to do surgery on you
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Yeah I wouldn’t want my ex’s friend to perform surgery on me lmao. He would probably harvest my organs in the black market for a huge profit lol good to have positive people in the nursing field.
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I had only one bad nurse my entire time and she apologize saying it was bad day
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That happens sometimes. They’re human too.
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I’m very happy to hear the surgery was a success! Great photo by the way, you have a nice smile. š
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Thank you, I’m starting to believe I must your the second person to say that
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That’s great! I’m sure your confidence will continue to grow the more you blog and open up, at least that’s how it’s been for me. š
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I need to give few big steps which are going to be little scary but think should be able to do, soon
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You’ve got no worries in the looks department. You are very brave to be able to smile before surgery too.
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Hahaha wow that mighty big complement, I’m quite flatter.
If you knew the pain endure for the last two years and how miserable and made me feel, yup I was willing to smile and change my life.
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