Hello, folks like many of you I made this blog with one goal in mind so what was that goal?
To focus in positive reinforcement and self achievements that I wanted to complete. I’ll label this the 99, no not for 99 problem and bitch ain’t one, but for Nena 99 Luftballons, I’m totally 80s child. With hopes in dreams that die in the last millennium, that were this little blog get it name: Millennium Decay.
Sense the start of the New Century, in 2001, ya sort turns out that when the new century actually started. I didn’t make the rule I only read them. Sense that very moment been plague with horrendous questions as to myself; Who I am? What do I believe in? What is my purpose? What fills me with joy and wonder?
Out those questions I so far have answer, none. I travel down many roads; paganism, secular humanism, medicine & spiritual healing, physiological help and meditation. You know gone to meet and shake hands to see if they can lift me from this perpetual problems.
In conclusion, I reach nothing and wonder in the crossroads who and what I’m and when will that answer come. Some tell me, soon and I wonder, how soon is now?