Once more with the Feeling – Surgery

Hi, guys!

Can you believe this? I surely can’t. Because yup it surgery again, this time do to the fact I had hemorrhaging. Hmm not exactly one of those great moment of your life. Adding to that was the fact my usually “sunny disposition” was exhausted be then. I had six days of incredible pain and discomfort, but did apologize to the nurses and any medical staff for being been cheeky as usually I’m.

After surgery things didn’t go so well either, boy oh boy. I woke up to oxygen tubing and asthma that was so severed flared it turn into bronchitis. My chest hurt like someone invisible force was gripping my lungs tight and the little around around was steaming hot. The nurses keep speaking my name, trying to not allow to fall sleep in panic that would not wake up. I meanwhile could not speak, my air reserved were so short I had only one option take in air or talk.

After long while of mental struggles I chose to to the later. Chest too tight. Were the only words I mutter, quickly oxygen was replaced with concentrated albuterol (a medicine use to control asthma and breathing problems). Having asthma all your life never quite prepare you for when you can’t breath, it feeling unlike anything else. Very unnerving.

Once they were able to properly maintained me oxygen levels, two nurses and surgeon spoke to me about the possible risk of this operation: pain, no lifting and many others things. However added to this surgery was the red alert, at the first sight of anything I was to call the surgeon. No trying to toughed up, working through it or any of those other things I doing before.

I was to get extreme rest, which what I’m doing. I just wanted to do quick update of my condition. See you later.

PS: Do you guys have any medical conditions? If so, do you hide them or do you openly speak to other about them?